Not Yours

A Poem by JessChilling

I don’t trust my memory,

I say things repetitively

What if I give my heart away again

What if I lose my way

I don’t think I can handle the pain

Of giving it all away,

Giving it all away again.

Where will I, where will I go

I want you, I want you to stay

I want to be me, I want to be free

How do I love again

What if I open my arms

And welcome you into my heart

Will I set off the alarms

And send us back into the dark

Shine through the storm

I’m not feeling strong anymore

I just want to fall on the floor

And fade away

Let me go

I’m not yours